You died
You don’t exist anymore
I took all the pain and hurt you caused me
And I buried them along with you
I threw flowers into your grave
And wept over your lifeless corpse
And now, I am a widow in mourning
I kept all the happy memories
All our pretty pictures
They are like food to my soul
Just enough to help me get by
If I ever see you again, I will walk on by
And pretend that I just saw a ghost
Because you died
You are no more
Like an image in my head
A happy thought in my heart
And if you call my name again, I will not answer
I will pretend like it’s a whisper from the wind
And I will remember you with joy
Because you are dead
I buried you with your pain and heartache
I wet the soil with the tears I cried for you
I have planted a garden in your name
And I will remember you
Because you died
©Nina Fabunmi 2016